It's a feeling I get

I've been in a great moody today, almost...dare I say, giddy? There's this thing, a project I guess you could call it, that I've been working on. It's something pretty personal, yet, I can't wait to share with the world. A few know what I'm talking about, but others probably just think I'm nuts...which they would be right. It's coming along so much better than I could have ever dreamed it would. I feel so blessed at this moment, and that I am on the brink of a comeback. Not that I really ever went anywhere, its just that unfortunately, since I've been home, I have felt from time to time that I've lost a little of that independence that I had when I made the long trek to work (uphill, in snow, both ways), that I both enjoyed and needed at times. I feel a sense of that starting to come back. Maybe its because I've got my creative juices flowing right now, and the adrenaline from those have made me momentarily forget about all the bills that are due.
But there is this feeling...a little terror, a little hope, and a whole lotta faith. Not sure exactly what to call it, promise maybe? I just feel that things are starting to look up...and even if it is only for a short time, I'm embracing it, and going after these days full speed ahead.

And the count down is on...Mom has her last Chemo treatment coming up this week! Wow, we've made it through without losing our minds! I'm so proud of her, and her strength. She must be too, after all, she's rewarding herself with an Alaskan cruise at the end of May...

Wait...maybe that feeling is from the gorgeous weather today, and the chocolate dunking sticks I just ate, and not my possible sense of accomplishment. Either way, I'm going to bed a happy girl.

BTW - this song just popped in my mind as I was wrapping this up...this is my favorite verse (For those who don't know...Roger Creager, A Feeling I Get)

Well it's a jalapeno pepper on a cheesy enchilada
Spicy side of life, just a whole bit hotter
An ice-cold cerveza on a hot summer day
Takin' you out to eat and makin' love on the way
It's not knowin' where you're goin' but knowin' when you're there
Bein' with the ones that you know really care
Hey I guess these are all a part of it
It's a feeling I get

Yep. That's the feeling I got.