"Life, love and Motherhood"

I think about this a lot believe it or not...how my blog doesn't actually fit the title what I write about very well, because all that I write about is Motherhood, Motherhood, and Motherhood...so maybe I should change it's name. But, then that would lead to me having to create a whole new top part of my blog and who has time for that?!

So...today's topic is love. My husband specifically. I love him. Immensely. We've totally had our ups and downs the last few years, more than ever before. The sad thing is that it really started when Kyndall came along, not that it's her fault, because she's amazing. But having a kid does something to a marriage. Either makes it amazingly better...or really hard. And for us, Kyndall made it really hard. Bills happened, then I lost my job and made the decision to stay home with her...which made those bills that were happening, even harder to deal with.

Then another kid came along, TOTALLY unexpected...and something happened again. He's made our marriage amazingly better. Now, don't get me wrong, there were some REALLY rough times while I was pregnant. Really bad. But in the end we made sure that each other knew we were going to stick it out for our babies. Rhyder is here now, and we feel so whole. We are a family of 4 now, and this is how we are meant to be. We know how to handle our baby together, and we know how to handle the parenting of our 2 year old. But most importantly, we know how to handle our marriage.

So I love him. He gets on my nerves. He drives me nuts. He does things I wish he didn't. But I still hate to see him walk out the door to work everyday, and I still get butterflies when I get that call saying he's on his way home for the night.

"I love him. I love him for the man that he wants to be and I love him for the man that he almost is. I love him Laurel"

Sabrina